I know that BBI isn't the greatest place to go for medical advice but always seem to get good information from here. Throughout my life I've had bouts with anxiety but not to the point where it affected my day to day life (work, personal, etc). Over the last month I had to abruptly move and have developed some pretty severe anxiety. My sleep has been greatly affected, and as people who don't sleep know it has snow balled from there. I worked odd hours as a nurse so that has seeminly compounded the problem. I have seen my doctor and have been put on meds and am also seeing a therapist. I know there isn't a silver bullet answer for these types of things, and I think and hope it will pass but I would just be curious to hear from anyone who can empathize.
I once learned the hard way!
Best of luck dealing with it.
Medication can be helpful for some people and can get you back on a more normal schedule and give you that little push you need but ultimately, all the help you need is in your own mind.
You have to get to a point where you can learn to just live along side anxiety and accept it when it's there. Don't fight it. Let it just be there. It's a feeling and it's not harmful. It's no more harmful than being upset or angry. The difference is that when we're upset or angry, we don't feel alarmed by it. We allow ourselves to be in those states until they eventually pass.
There's no magic cure or way to beat it in a day, but when I was 21 years old I had a pretty bad panic attack out of nowhere and it rocked my entire world for a while because I didn't know what was happening to me. I thought there was something terribly wrong for a while. Doctors wanted to just fill prescriptions for me and I spent a few years avoiding a lot of things because I was at a point where I would have rather done nothing than feel the anxiety.
Eventually, I figured out the only way to get back to the way I was before it was to face it head on. I was so exhausted from running away from it or looking for cure alls that I just got to a point where I said "whatever.. if I'm anxious it can do whatever it wants.. maybe I'll pass out or something, who cares?"
Nothing bad ever happened. I just started to welcome the feeling in any time I started to feel it in certain situations and accept it rather than fight it and say "no way, I can't do this now.. maybe later" and as soon as I started doing that.. truly just having the midset that however I felt was ok.. it started to vanish faster and faster.
Eventually I was completely desensitized to it. I completely lost my fear of it and finally taught myself through exposure that it could never hurt or harm me in any way and that it was ok to feel that way whenever it came up. Unsurprisingly, it stopped happening as soon as I no longer worried about it. It always feels like there's a "monster" on the other side of the door but there's nothing there.
It takes time and patience. You'll have good days and setbacks and feel like you're not making enough progress but trust me, you just have to keep going. Don't get discouraged. Don't alter your life or accommodate it in any way. Keep doing all the things you'd normally do and just let yourself feel however you feel.
Like I said before, I am not against medications if they help you get jumpstarted a little bit but the magic cure you're looking for is within you. It's all in your mind. There's nothing wrong with you, you just have to change the way you treat anxiety and perceive it.
The only way out is through. Not around.
Good luck.
Thanks, Mook. Much appreciated.
Virtually every modern school of psychotherapy includes or encourages mindfulness meditation as part of the treatment, particularly for anxiety and depression. I haven't started training in it yet, although I have been encouraged to do so. My son is in his third year of a PhD in Psychology, and he tells me that mindfulness mediotation is used in nearly every modern modality that he is aware of. It can be learned on line, but I won't claim to know the best on-line programs.
A link to a description of use of mindfulness with anxiety and depression included below. I will e-mail my son to see if he knows of a good on-line program.
Breathing technique is really important too and is something you can focus on. Breathe in deep through your nose for 3-5 seconds or so and use your diaphragm (put one hand on your chest and the other on your stomach.. your stomach should be rising and falling right below your ribs, not above) hold it for a second or two and exhale through your mouth for 5-7 seconds.
I think spending too much time alone is just making you internalize too much and worry about it. Whenever I have downtime and I'm by myself, I like to just force myself out for either a run or a bike ride or something. Usually helps clear my head a bit. Committing myself to really getting in shape and eating better a few years ago made a tremendous difference.
If your girlfriend is worth being with (and it sounds like you really like her) just talk to her and let her know it's something you're working through and she'll understand and support you the entire way.
I want to stress that it won't just vanish overnight but don't let it discourage you too much. You'll be making progress without even realizing it sometimes. Every time you feel anxious, just treat it as an opportunity or a chance to work with it and handle it better. It's all in how you view it and just allowing yourself to feel that way. They say that what you resist persists and it's true. You realize as soon as you stop fighting it so hard and stop worrying about it so much, your body just processes it naturally and it evaporates.
I've been there, man. I know exactly how you feel. Just know that it can and will get better and you'll go back to the person you were before all of this. It just takes a little time and patience.
It's called self medicating and it accomplishes nothing.
It doesn't mean anyone who deals with anxiety has to avoid alcohol entirely or forever but it should never be a resort or a solution. No matter how temporary. All it does is put those feelings on "pause". It doesn't extinguish them or process them.
Not really. It makes you intoxicated, on top of being anxious, making things worse.
I have an anxiety disorder. I've had attacks that put in the hospital because I was CONVINCED I was dying. Those don't happen anymore. Meds helped a ton, but they don't fix the problem. Lots of good other suggestions already. I would 2nd working out and meditation.
I agree that it helps for sure.
If you don't mind me asking, did you suffer any of the sexual side effects? I was put on a similar drug and have heard that can be problematic
Below is a link to a short animated movie on the subject that a friend of mine made years ago. It's about 7 weeks of panic attacks that he went through (and ultimately came out of). It's a great little movie and won several awards for him.
p.s.-- He did the animation in my movie.
Evan York's "7 Weaks" - ( New Window )
Link - ( New Window )
As a side note, I don't drink alcohol. I have a friend who was a drinker and took a similar class of drug and his liver was a mess. His liver may have been a mess without the drug, but mixing the two didn't help.
If you want help relaxing, check out the mp3's offered by Steve G Jones on the Internet. He has one for anxiety and numerous other topics that you may find interesting.
As a side note, I don't drink alcohol. I have a friend who was a drinker and took a similar class of drug and his liver was a mess. His liver may have been a mess without the drug, but mixing the two didn't help.
If you want help relaxing, check out the mp3's offered by Steve G Jones on the Internet. He has one for anxiety and numerous other topics that you may find interesting.
BC. Thanks a lot I will definitely check those out. I am a drinker but I have decided to take a hiatus from alcohol for the time being to get this under control and let the medication work to its fullest effect.
I also take beta blockers which doesnt lessen the anxiety persay but it does lessen the symptoms when I am anxious such as shaking, sweating and high blood pressure.
Talk to a psychiatrist. Dont avoid situations that make you anxious but prepare for them.
When i have trouble sleeping, i try to focus on each part of my body to relax it. Start with feet and work up. It gets my mind off being anxious over not sleeping and I usually fall asleep before I get to my head. If it doesnt work, i meditate with doing the whole "hmmmmm" in my head rather than thinking and it also helps me sleep. I dont check my clock either. I also lie to myself and convince myself that being tired the next day wont affect my production These mind games all help me fall asleep.
Good luck.
Weird, because I should be at my happiest, and I am but I'm extremely anxious.
Probably has a lot to do with 2 semesters left having decided to go back to school, just got engaged too which is a great thing.
The panic attacks suck, only a few ever happened fully, a few weeks ago I was able to stop it somehow, only got to the numb fuzzy finger tips.
It sucks, I have no advice since I am just trying to figure it out myself as well.
Dog training can be very stressful. It might be helpful long term, but I'd address the anxiety with medical professionals first.
12 hours is also way too long for a dog to be on its own.
I know personally when I sleep I am less anxious. If you can get some better sleep the anxiety issues may improve to an extent.
I have low level anxiety most days, and a good workout, a couple of beers, is a nice tonic; I've never been on meds, but I worry about my daughter who seems frozen sometimes--as you say, mostly when she's holed up in her room, alone.
You're far from alone. And arc, really nice posts, man
only thing I'll add and some people will consider this bad advice, is if you have the opportunity for valium don't say no, and otherwise I have no advice.
i had surgery in Jan and they gave me valium as they wheeled me in to the OR and holy crap that stuff is awesome.
if everyone was on valium there would be no wars.
seriously get well.
Suggestions?
seriously, try to get regular working hours... that might help.