I've been married 26 years now and we're beginning to age so I've given thought to what life will be like if she goes first. It would be very difficult for me. Hope you are able to find peace, comfort, and happiness as you manage through whatever solitude life brings you.
May she rest in peace.
Peace.
I hope your grieving and healing will proceed with the comfort of memories and support of family and friends.
thatlimerickguy@gmail.com
Cherish all the times you had together.
Many for sure have not loved as deeply as you.