WR Golden Tate III -- August 14, 2019
Q: You seem surprised by the ruling, why is that?
A: I just thought after we looked at the facts and the situation that the NFL would be understanding. Itís kind of a non-tolerance policy. They upheld the suspension.
Q: What was the substance?
Q: How did you find out that wasnít allowed?
A: A few weeks after my test, I went back and spoke to the doctor. Initially, the doctor said it was not a banned substance. In fact, he had given it to other NFL players, which is why I trusted it and kept living my life. I was out to dinner one night with a guy who worked for me and he started talking about another player who was getting suspended for something completely different. A light went off in my head and I said let me call the doctor to make sure, to make myself feel better. I asked him what the active ingredient was and he looked it up right then and there and sure enough it was a banned substance.
Q: How frustrating is it, this decision that was rendered here?
A: Itís very frustrating. I have no problem with accepting the punishment. Iím responsible for whatís put into my body, ultimately. The tough thing I am dealing with is Iím letting down a lot of people. My family, the guys in the locker room, the people in the organization that brought me here. Thatís kind of whatís been crushing me with this whole situation. Iím taking it day by day, the Giants have been overly supportive of this situation and worked with me throughout. Iím just ready to move on and get back to playing football. I guess my wife put it into perspective for me, although these times are very, very hard on me because I love this game and I take it very, very seriously. I think Iíve had a clean slate for the majority of my career. She put it into perspective yesterday. She said I played 182 games in my career, four games is a small part of that. Although right now itís very hard to swallow and hard to deal with, she kind of put it into perspective.
Q: Why didnít you go to the league or the team doctor before taking it?
A: I think ultimately because the doctor had said no, itís not a banned substance and I have prescribed it to other NFL guys. If the doctor says Iím not sure, I would have 100 percent looked into it. If the doctor never said he had never given it to other NFL players, I 1,000 percent would have looked into it. Iíve gone through the TUE process for a couple medicines and I completely understand it.
Q: Are you going to take any action against the doctor?
A: We are definitely looking into it, we are kind of examining all of our options. This all came out a few days ago, so Iím still trying to get through camp, trying my best to focus and continue to be a leader for this organization, and practice hard.
Q: How do you think the league should adjust how they view these things?
A: I donít have all the answers. Itís a slippery slope. If you let my situation slide, then you have other guys that would probably try to say the same thing and it can open up a can of worms, thatís what Iím assuming. I have some ideas that Iím going to present to the NFL when the time comes. I think there are some ways to work with the players. (Inaudible).
Q: Is this one of those drugs that could have been a therapeutic use exemption had you gone to them before you took it?
A: I believe so.
Q: And you didnít go to the league because the doctor told you it wasnít banned?
Q: You said that he told you he gave the same treatment to a couple other players. Did you find out who they were? Did you try to get them to testify on your behalf? Did you find out whether those guys had been suspended before?
A: Because of HIPAA, he wasnít able to reveal those people.
Q: What is your plan, since you canít be around the team those four games because of the rules with the suspension. What is your plan for those first four weeks? Where are you going to work out? Are you going to stay here?
A: I have to figure out whatís allowed as far as communication with the coaches and people inside the building.
Q: I donít think you can be here.
A: Yeah, I know that. Iím not sure about the communication part. Iím going to get with (Strength and Conditioning) Coach Wellman and get an intense workout plan or something that allows me to stay in tip-top shape so once I get back in Week 5 I can hit the ground running. Like every year, you kind of use camp to get in shape for the season. I have to come in that Monday after the fourth game ready to rock and roll and ready to be rolling. Again, this is all new to me and I was expecting not to have this suspension, but I am going to deal with it. Iím going to deal with it the best I possibly can, stay positive and continue to try to lead this team and just work through it.
Q: Do you think this will fuel your fire even more once you get back on the football field?
A: No doubt.
Q: How do you mentally move forward from this for the rest of the year once you come back?
A: I think you just take it day-by-day. I honestly think the hardest part is just about over. Iíve been thinking about this since April or May. This has been on my mind. Iíve lost a lot of sleep. It has kind of hurt me to my core having to explain to the organization whatís going on. Iím just ready to move forward. I just want to play football. Look at me, Iím not trying to cheat. I think I have represented the NFL shield pretty well in my career. I have achieved a lot of things, and I hope this doesnít smear that reputation that I have worked very hard for.
Q: I donít mean to pry, but a lot of people have written stuff saying your wife had a baby earlier this year, why does he need a fertility drug Ė can you answer that?
A: Thatís pretty personal. Very, very personal, so I donít want to get into it.
Q: You have said in the past, I think 2013, that it was selfish that two other guys on your team at the time had gotten suspended. Do you know what they got suspended for? I think it was for drugs like marijuana or something?
A: I think thatís a completely different situation than me taking a substance to try to have another kid.
Q: I was just going to say, if the players in the locker room felt the same here what would you say to them?
A: It hasnít been asked of me, so I havenít had to address it. Iíll think about that one though.
Q: How well equipped is the wide receiver group to make due?
A: Just based off of camp and what Iím seeing from guys, and getting guys back, Iíve really been impressed by the young guys. I think TJ Jones is going to be a great guy to come in and do work for us. Heís a very smart guy, an elusive guy, (and) has the ability to play all positions at the wide receiver group. I have no doubt that he is going to step in. We have Sterling (Shepard), we have Cody (Latimer), and we have Bennie (Fowler), whoís doing great. We have a bunch of really good guys. Iím going to root those guys on the best I possibly can while Iím here, and when Iím away I am going to watch the film like Iím there and try to lead the best I possibly can.